When times are at it’s best, we always pull through and enjoy one’s company. I can’t stand the fact of us every breaking apart, but recently i’ve had it with your inconsiderate behaviors. I’m not going to be biased but it’s true what we say. You don’t think about anyone else but you and your damn job. It’s not like your making efficient money to support us, it’s just a little to get us by. I’m not getting on your case, but if you only could take the time to appreciate everyone and show everyone you LOVE THEM then we wouldn’t be having this problem.
I remember a dark shadowy time where you once told me that it will all get better. That you loved me and only good things could go from there. It was a lie, consecutively things got worse and now it’s becoming constant. If you asked me if I had a father, it’s probably because my friends have never seen you, not because i don’t tell you to come around, not because i’m ashamed and don’t want you there, it’s just… YOU NEVER WANTED TO COME TO ANYTHING! I’m not trying to be a damn jerk but i’ve never seen ONCE have you ever liked the things i’ve done, you always said “congratulations” but it was always under your breath. Yeah i’ll give you the benefit of the doubt, you came to some things, maybe 2 or 3, but i’m pretty sure it’s because mom forced you.
I’m sick and tired of both of you thinking my life is easy. I’m just like you both but at a younger age. I have struggles, I endure pain, I endure lack of sleep, I endure long hours of work and irritation. You think my life is any bit easier than yours? Then take a walk in my shoes and find out what I mean. Yeah I don’t work a full time job and also pay bills to support a family, but doesn’t mean I don’t work hard at what I do. You only see me when i’m home, usually the time I take to sleep and to study, maybe catch up on t.v. but thats it. At school and at work, I study, I have meetings, I have deadlines, rehearsals, work, paperwork, deal with stupid customers, stupid group members, traffic (don’t even get me started), issues with myself, lack of sleep, lack of food, always sick, stress, and the list goes on. Now take a look at your list and mine, quite similar ain’t it?
I just wish that everyone would understand everyone’s point of view. I’m sorry mom that we couldn’t take you out on Mothers day. It’s not my fault that my stupid concert fell on mothers day and that dad didn’t want to do anything. Little does she know I want to get her a Tiffany’s necklace or promise ring. What a way to spend mothers day, now i have to deal with an angry father and make it up to my mom.
STORY OF MY FUCKING LIFE!